Galaxy girl

She was drowning in the stars, filling her lungs with the void, and wearing Saturn's rings around her neck. A comet crashed into her brain, causing a bright flash of light she hoped someone might wish on someday. She belonged there, in the darkest atmosphere. This was the farthest from home she'd ever been, but... Continue Reading →

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Paradox

Quiet and serene,  but her mind is exploding at the seams. There are tears in her eyes, and a raging storm on the inside. Never seeing the beauty in herself, always hiding on the back shelf. She sees galaxies in others, she always has been a lover. She doesn't talk much but holds the most... Continue Reading →

My biggest fear

What's your biggest fear?....well, I fear not ever being loved back. I fear loneliness I fear that you will always pick someone else over me I fear that I will grow old without doing all the things I want to do. I fear that I won't be remembered. I fear that there is something wrong... Continue Reading →

in the living room:

Within these four walls there is a moss colored couch that has a different shade of green in each spot, revealing the use and wear of where i commonly sit there is a painting on the wall that my great grandpa got from a painter, by trading him a sandwich during WWII there is a... Continue Reading →

Senioritis

Senioritis, Noun: The supposed afflictions of students in their last year of schooling- characterized by a decline of motivation or performance. Side effects include:  Sleeping in, ditching class, unfinished homework, a sense of existential dread, and a desire to drop out of school all together. Other side effects include: Fear of moving on, fear of becoming... Continue Reading →

162

162. The number that didn't end up killing me, even though I had hoped it would. A mixture of 8 different kinds of pills and 7 hours laying on the cold bathroom floor, I was still here, despite the improbability. 6 long minutes spent in the ambulance, and 5 questions that I didn't know the... Continue Reading →

Because

I don't know why i'm running. I don't know if it's because my phone is at 38%, or if its because I can't untangle my headphones. I'm not sure if it's because the teacher keeps on talking, or if its because all the ice in my water bottle has melted. Maybe it's because I tried... Continue Reading →

Roads & Galaxies

I tend to romanticize my pain- to make my misery look beautiful. I turn my veins into roads- that I use to escape from my brain.  I turn my bruises into galaxies, trying to escape from this world. All I want to do is ESCAPE. Escape from the racing thoughts- the pounding of my heart,... Continue Reading →

Groundhog Day

The bars on my heart are not to keep people from loving me, not to push people away, and not to protect myself from others. They're to protect me from myself. To keep me from ripping my heart out of my chest. To keep me from plunging a dagger into my soul. And to keep... Continue Reading →

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